Letting Go: pt 1
What am I doing here? Where is here? What significance does the term 'I' have? I often find myself day dreaming. I often find myself waking up time and time again from these dreams from moment to moment. Day dreaming is the wrong term for it, perhaps I should call it "reality dreaming". An hour will pass, and I will look back upon it and it will fade as if it was a dream, like it never really happened. Does this have something to do with a short attention span or an attention problem in general? I don't think so any more. I think it has to do with something I came to realize along time ago but untill recently couldn't put into words or simply didn't have the language to discribe. Deciding to name my page here "My Lucid Dream" to begin with is a bit interesting. My brain, my body, my environment, everyone and everything around me is decieving me. It is all masking an underlying reality. And that reality is, that I, as a concept of "self", do not exist. And this realization has helped me understand the self that I have come to be convinced is here. More importantly, it has thus far created a kind of peace. I have said it before; We are not who we think we are, on so many different levels.
to be continued...
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